Инна Тигги - 9/11 и Бин Ладен, странности, размышления, мысли (СИ)

you say me to remain me, please, what was this maiden name surname of this girl, your sister, adapted to live in a family of your father? whom had been saved to give to your father family to keep as their daughter?

- She was Ladyzhenskaya originally, on her maiden real name, -

my grandfather replayed to his wife, my grandmother, in a presence of his small 7th youngest son, Aleksandr Balzin.

There was a cruel Stalin's regime time in USSR, making the feelings to keep a silence not ask parents any details from their conversation.

My father said me a story, as our family legend, about a small girl, some people saved her life, taking through all Russian Impair land far away, that they had changed her documents, plenty times, making new names and new surnames each time till a final stop to give her as a small child to adapt to a family of my great grandfather Petr Kirillovich Balzin as his daughter, to grow together with his others kids.

There were two girls from another families form their childhood.

My grandmother Vera (Belief), living here from her 8 yo age as a future wife and a fianc;e of their oldest son Nikolai, they grew up and married, had 7 children.

And another girl, name Dolya (Destiny), later as wife of Mr Urusov.

My father thought, this chat was about his auntie Dolya.

Mr Urusov, Professor V.M.Urusov, said me this was a wrong interpretation by my father's childish family and memory, probably, about this chat of his parents, as he had not asked them any details.

He said it was still some another girl, but a native daughter Stefania, whom married and was a wife of Denis Ladyzhenski, and she died in 1916.

My uncle Professor V.M.Urusov said me, his mother Dolya and my grandfather Nikolay Petrovich Balzin had the some one woman as their ancestor, they were related genetically, so.

Ladyzhenskiy (Ladyzhenski) looked so closed near to Lada and Laden/

I think about a possibility for Bin Laden to be as some my genetic cousin. I looked his face, and my 1st thought was "we both may be relatives genetically, by his face look".

I was upset he was killed.

He might lied on himself too, we had some bravery to lie to talk our fantasy and fantasies.

I did this sometimes, as a teenager and after, going to a place nobody knew me so they never would met me after just "to open myself" to lie my fantasies, this doing me better, and i returned back to my family to be as a honest person.

This was something as a flight, coming inside to fly, and you never know what you will say the next, surprising yourself always too.

So, it was a chance, Bin Laden might said his fantasies, especially, as this event was so shocked and a shock, a bright spark of emotions and thoughts.

If so, someone else might did this all, and it was a mistake o kill him.

Plenty people said their fantasies, some named themselves Napoleon Bonapart, so, prior to judge someone, the investigators give a chance for a medical examination of Psychologist and Psychiatric examination.

Plenty British people, living in UK, had their mental problems, of a disorders of illusion, their fantasies.

Bin Laden might said his fantasies on the emotional base of a shocking stressful reaction, as we all are individuals on a shock and a stress reactions.

I saw and met some man whom looked closely to Bin Laden face in USA time, he said me he tried to hide himself from Soviet KGB as a political dissident Anarchist Syndicalist.

He said me he filmed something in Soviet Creamia, as a proof of a corruption of their biggest Soviet Officials power here, but KGB started to run to try to cach him on their black car Volga and he run away from them taking all his films to save them.

I helped him, providing our welcome hospitality, and a room in our home, and a food on our table, and a bath and a clean tower and a bed.

I remember he ate all, but he had not said Thank you, instead he started to teach us to know his thoughts about The Love.

He started to blame us and our family that we helped him but we had not a feeling of our love to him to love him.

I was surprized shocked. I spend my money, my strength to make all nice, i provided my hospitality and i saved him from KGB (we shared and a bed as a lover too, me and him and my 1st husband Mr Sergei P., as my husband S. cried in tears, asking me to do this, as he was soft to pity another strange man, staying and sitting in a snow public garden area under my windows, declaring he was in a great love with me, leaving me a red coronation bucket near my door.)

(I was a pregnant after this, not knowing from whom of them two.

But as

Aleksandr Serebryakov (Lithuanian man from Lithuania, moved to Russia after)was not just 1st, he used his fingers for some reasons, making me really sore, i beated him by my leg, away from me, and all my biological female love had stopped and finished straight at once, - he did me a sore and stressed shocked too.

My pregnancy had been stopped, as was not right, by emergency medical advice.

I never had any more wish to see him as my lover after, while he returned back to me plenty times, always asking me to marry on him.

We could not stop this, just the change of our location to another place stopped this.

He was able to play with emotions of other people,

He was a talented man, educated in Bauman Institute for air - technical (planes, rockets, engines, space technology)and still in Literature Institute making him a good talented Poet, a Master of Poetry,

he played in chess, was a Master and a Champion of Lithuania in chess.

He had not looked on a desk, my husband and me used our desk to look at, he played with us two both at one time, not looking, we just said this as E4.

But I had 9 people in FF FTDNA, connected with Gray surname from Irish Gray family, some of them.

But much more,

Silver color is a name for Grey or Gray or Grai colour on English.

British people named their gray color dustbin as silver colored dust bins.

Silver = Grey = Gray = (White)

Grey color, gray color of hairs for white color of hair, too.

I saw my genetic cousins

Gray (9 people, men and women)

with surname

Belov (= White,

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